I can never be caught

TweetYay found my favorite Alfred Hitchcock episode which had me hooked. I needed to watch two to get hooked I love this episode because it is one of those cliché moments that you would expect to see but it is done in such a tasteful way. I feel as it evokes great emotion and how […]

Yay found my favorite Alfred Hitchcock episode which had me hooked. I needed to watch two to get hooked

I love this episode because it is one of those cliché moments that you would expect to see but it is done in such a tasteful way. I feel as it evokes great emotion and how getting into the mind of one crazy man can make you crazy!! Spooky huh

Alfred Hitchcock

So I have been looking for stuff to do on the ds101 depository and I found a few fun activities to do with the old television program, Alfred Hitchcock. Might I say that I have never done any of the assignments but the show is awesome! It caught my attention from day one and I […]

So I have been looking for stuff to do on the ds101 depository and I found a few fun activities to do with the old television program, Alfred Hitchcock. Might I say that I have never done any of the assignments but the show is awesome! It caught my attention from day one and I watch it now. Something about television from our parents, parents decade is so fascinating. In the things they choose to talk about and somehow it teaches common sense. Maybe not always but it is a mix if a thriller and the twilight zone. I can not find my favorite episode but I do recommend watching it. But if you ever want to watch a black and white movie with a good plot and isn’t boring try http://youtu.be/FrXM7dC9PoQ

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Why are people unsociable on this? Here is my activity since we need to try, everyone write one negative thing and one positive thing

Why are people unsociable on this? Here is my activity since we need to try, everyone write one negative thing and one positive thing

This is not about my Best friend

Why is it hard for some people to be nice? I get that our attitudes sometimes are our defense mechanisms. But why is it that when someone needs your most compassion, it becomes about you? How could one take steps to better themselves? Here are the obvious ways: 1. count to ten to really listen 2. imagine yourself […]

Why is it hard for some people to be nice? I get that our attitudes sometimes are our defense mechanisms. But why is it that when someone needs your most compassion, it becomes about you?

How could one take steps to better themselves? Here are the obvious ways:

1. count to ten to really listen

2. imagine yourself as if you were them

3. engage to not seem so selfish

Now here is why I am so frustrated:

1. Because if it was the other way around I would be so hurt to have not been on the other end of wanting to receive upmost compassion

2.  Am I lacking compassion because it does not relate to me or because I have no experience in that field to want to understand why or what kind of compassion is needed

How to break up with a friend

     So I’m in the process of doing this ds101 assignment when this gnawing feeling is at the root of the person in this photo. This person is someone I would like to consider my best friend but in reality over the last two years I have felt as she has sucked. Now  a […]

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So I’m in the process of doing this ds101 assignment when this gnawing feeling is at the root of the person in this photo.

This person is someone I would like to consider my best friend but in reality over the last two years I have felt as she has sucked. Now  a little background would be nice. We have been friends since 10th grade and just never sepreated. Although I have had plenty of other friends in between and so has she, but we have always been there for each other. Well me so more than she has for me.

So it had upset me a great deal when it was her turn  to return back some emotional support which she was unable to do, due to the fact she didn’t want to think about. Now, gee I do not if I should think to myself, that this person cares so much about me that my pain is her pain which is why she could not cope with my pain… hmm. Interesting thought. However when I told her how I felt and resented her for it, she barley did anything to change. Which is why I am at the point within this six month period to essentially break up with her. Breaking up with a close friend is like breaking up with a boyfriend. And quite frankly, I was never good at that so I usually waited for them to piss me off to tell them off, making things pretty awkward afterwards. I wish there was a simply answer as what to do, but I can not living with this as if it is okay, we have simply grown apart and we just aren’t interested in the same things. I tried to slowly let us drift apart, but I am horrible at that, because if I love you, you will feel the love and if not, then I am just cold and it is obvious. It is not that I can’t forgive but the fact that she wasn’t there for me in my darkest time and did change anything substantially truly hurts and well call it high standards but these are the facts.

This should be her face when we friend breakup. (She doesn't know I am using this for the purpose of this blog)
This should be her face when we friend breakup.
(She doesn’t know I am using this for the purpose of this blog)

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ANDDDDDD THIS IS HOW I FEEL

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