“10.Twenty.Won”

Easily could have been a distant memory.
Easily could have been a “frenemy”.
But anything easy isn’t worth having so I like to say, or even like to live, without casualties that can hinder the two that makes me one, and I feel as if I won…

Regardless of the bundled up emotion, I want to take the time out to iron out this collateral damage so it won’t be DETRIMENTAL TO US, A detriment to our mutual development, some say a relationship, others say a “situation” for those who are ashamed to be open, I’m rolling around in you, staying close to you, confiding everything I encounter to you and yet I felt like I wasn’t good enough….

Yeah, it’s kinda rough, Yes our schedules is stuffed, but not enough for me to squeeze some peaches in my stocking, This isn’t Christmas but I’m gifted with a sock that I would jump in only with you, for you, by you.

For M, ill make the world stop.
Oh M, she make my jaw drop.
Go and head smile, when you leave, leave a piece of You so I could hold it for the next time.

It hurts to miss you, even if it’s Rocky.
I may be lumped up, bruised and battered.

But when you walk across from vision, none of that matters…

“I DONT CARE”…Lemme quote you while I can,
Because you could say it as much as you want, as long as it’s for a lifespan..

After 3 rounds, Rocky still fights, even If Adrian wants to not be ringside, by his side, which is my side, even by your side, ill be down to ride even for homicide, because anything more would be subdue to a suicide.

Come back, Wherever You Are…

CARDIACOMPLICATIONS*

Kno Ya Wrong, Why You Do That For?

You Seen The Future And Knew What Was In Store..
Even On Black Friday, You Came And Their Were Nothing Discounted For Your Purchase.
So I Get It Right, You Take It That It Needs To Happen On Thanksgiving.
Because You’re Thankful For Me, Well If The Shoe Was On The Other Foot, I Would Just Wear Sandals With Socks.
No Shoe Can Fulfill The Steps In Which If I Walked One More Block, I Would’ve Been Destructive To My Own Peace, So That’s Why I Said Peace.
I’m Not A Quitter, I Just Let You Knock Me In The First Round So You Know Your Verbs Hurt.

A Cinematic Dialogue I Must Endure But You Are No Zoe Saldana, I’m Not A Reflection Of Denzel Washington But I Like To Think I’m Malcolm X For I’ve Had Acted For Way Too Long To Now Know That I Am My Own Movie.
I Am The Actor Of This Script And The Only One In It.

You Forced Your Supporting Role When LJ Spielberg Didn’t Even Pick You?

Back To The Drawing Boards, Witcho Drawing Ass..

Finding Myself..

These Past Couple Weeks Have Been Rough, Period.

Nothing Around It All, Really Has Been Difficult To Properly Assess And Redirect Myself Accordingly To Be Successful In The Multiple Spectrums Of Light I May Dabble Or Involve Myself Into. Finding A Balance Within All My Talents Has Been A Continuing Issue. Within My Career, My Responsibilities And My Dreams. I Expect So Much Of Myself And Yet, I Could Easily Let It All Go.

Then I Continue To Think, “Is It All Worth It?” Answer: Yes.

Was It Worth Having Two Knee Surgeries To Make My Dreams A Reality?Was It Worth Leaving A Well Paying Job I Hated To Work For A Company That I Love For Endless Growing Opportunities And An Invisible Paycheck?

Was It Worth Going To A School 2 Hours Away To Receive A Degree That Can Open Up Endless Positions Of Success?

Yes! I Now Know That After Several Questions To Myself. If You Talk To Yourself Enough, You End Up Talking Yourself Out Of Things You Desire. But To Do It For The Greater Good Of My Happiness?

Yes.

I Love Adversity, It Brings Me So Much Negativity And Pain And Yet, Im Still Alive!

“Our Story Of Success, Is Nothing Without Adversity.”

– Mel Harris

“QUEEN”

Queen Of My Dreams, You Are.

For those who have that one, that they like to call that 5 letter word, don’t be absurd. If she deserving, than by all means let it be heard. We should show appreciation when its appealing for us and not appealing for “them”. Showcase her in her lime light and when the moonshine at night, lets get together in private and take flight. Why? Thats for her to know and for y’all to never find out. As my grandfather would tell me, “You are the protector of her and she holds you up when you can’t hold yourself.” Sounds like a spine….A backbone as you people use the term loosely, but truly finding no value in the vocabulary of LOVE, I DOVE in head first with no fear of drowning because my true being would keep me a float. So high above water, my Nike’s are still dry, How?

My Queen, lets procreate and make a kingdom with little ones that will endure your power of individuality, wisdom and beauty. I honor you as the woman in my existence…My Queen, you know the world is your playground and yet you walk with such grace and charisma.

The greatest feeling I ever conceived, was the intimacy you confide in me, Your King.

More so than ever, I want you.
Overly focused on you.
Never doubted our connection.
Everyday you cross my mind.
Time after time, It’s you.
Take me back to “Hi My Name..”

And yet, your in my dreams…..

#QUEEN