Procrastination Intervention

It is the last week of class and it has been the most stressful part of this entire semester and it is my own fault. Yes, I could have planned my time and went to more office hours and probably would be in a better […]

It is the last week of class and it has been the most stressful part of this entire semester and it is my own fault. Yes, I could have planned my time and went to more office hours and probably would be in a better position. I could have used my weekends more wisely and I let my work pile up. But no, I fed into my arrogance and saved all my work till the last minute.

I will agree with professors if they’re opinion is that I’m lazy, I procrastinate, and that I do not not the readings. I admit to that but in high school it was easier to get away with that. My bare minimum was always among the higher ranks of the class so naturally I thought that would occur in college as well and it did. Even thought it did I just get the sense that grades matter more now.

I also want to bring up the fact that sloth has become an admirable and quirky trait. I blame my procrastination because I know its a common thing and I should not be ashamed. No, I refuse to take pride in my procrastination because it is a big part in why I do not get to do tings I want to do.

Being productive is a lot more mentally healthy and personally that is my end gaol. I really wish that the lazy and proud side of the internet would shift. Nit the it is comply honest, I am wiring this at near midnight, but this should not be gloried. I am always stressed and pushed for time 10/10 would not recommend you was nil the last minute.

Drama Llamas

Recently I have been getting into watching vloggers on Youtube. Vlogging is just another word for video bloggers. people video tape their day whither they be bungee jumping or just them tidying around the house. Family bloggers are now becoming a thing too and they’re […]

Recently I have been getting into watching vloggers on Youtube. Vlogging is just another word for video bloggers. people video tape their day whither they be bungee jumping or just them tidying around the house. Family bloggers are now becoming a thing too and they’re all really inspiring to watch. The thing that separates Youtubers from celebrities is that they are just normal people who have regular mundane lives. They budget money, they live in typical houses. When I watch a blogger I get a sense of the life I will someday have because it is realistic.

The point in me saying this is that I want to understand reality TV and why it needs to be problematic. Plenty of people watch Youtube vloggers and are kept entertained and their lives are not ridiculous and are not centered around drama. Of course people only want to film the good/ exciting parts f their lives but there are some people who actually share their drama online. I do not see the point in paying people to humiliate themselves and conceive this image of themselves hat are exaggerated. It is no secret that reality Tv stars are paid to be dramatic and controversial but this comes with a cost, their image.

My personal take on reality TV is that targets women and presents the average person to be a materialistic simpleton. It also feeds into the human nature to just other people and give ourselves validation that we are better than those seen on TV. I know those statements can be take with a grain of salt but not all reality Tv is necessarily bad, but the unnecessary non-genuine drama is becoming moot.

I understand that a lot of money is mad from these people, there are people who love drama anyway etc, etc, but I just think fake drama is not needed. making fake problems for people is kinda creepy. It gives the watchers a false identity f the person they are watching and the viewers get the idea that they know this person. This is just a really negative side of reality TV but I see it as annoying and unfair.

If vloggers interested you here are some to watch:

JamieandNikki 

PointlessBlogVlogs

MoreZoella

CaseyNeistat

Conan Gray 

Nostagia Nonesense

I am a person who loves and appreciates reruns. Currently I am watching The Golden girls for the first time and its so good. My younger sister watches Adventure Time and Danny Phantom reruns on a all the time basis. Its so amazing to rewatch […]

I am a person who loves and appreciates reruns. Currently I am watching The Golden girls for the first time and its so good. My younger sister watches Adventure Time and Danny Phantom reruns on a all the time basis. Its so amazing to rewatch a show and remember what your life was like when you first seen it. So have composed another list of shows that I use to watch and hopefully you will miss your childhood reading this

DISCLAIMER: I am not a 90s kid, these are not those shows (These are better lol)

Martin Mystery 

This show is so underrated because it it was sooooooooooooo good. The backstories of the characters is so good and as a kid you can understand and relate. The mystery aspect was also so good and its really intense and scary as a 10 year old. I have maybe rewatched some episodes and they are still good. This kind of animation reminds me of totally spies which is a classic.

Xioalin Showdown 

Does this count as anime? Regardless this show was another good one about 5 teens from around the world becoming monks and manifesting their given element. They go around the world looking for items that manifest other abilities and fight villains that are after them too.

Wayside

So much Saturday morning bowl of cereal vibes for this show. This was based off book about a unique school in the shape of a 7. Its an elementary school with a weird learning curriculum and the episodes are the kids in random situations. one of the actual episodes is when one of the kids remove the one lone brick that holds up the entire school. Don’t remember how that ends but the simple humor was so cute.

The Mighty B  

© Credit Nickelodeon

Another Saturday morning watch. This is one of the best and sort of a classic. This show follows a girl, probably 10, She is a Girl Scout aka Honey bee collecting badges in order to become The Mighty B. This show is one of those ironic gross type of cartoons.

Catscratch

This is one of those Saturday night before bed watches. It was so weird and the animation style was funny but, it was a quality show. The show follows 3 cats who inherited a fortune form their deceased owner. I think there someone determined to steal it from them but beside the point the episodes were funny, intense, and weird. Waffle is mad funny, I think he has newts for pets and he’s the “dumb” one of the group.

My Life as a Teenage Robot

This is a classic and nothing has ever come close to something like this. I really appreciate the time that goes into creating deep backstories for character in kid shows. The title is pretty self explanatory but Jenny is a robot created by Mrs. Wakemen to fight crime but at the same time she has the traits of a teenage girl. She fights evil villains from different dimensions while going through high school. The episode where she gets “skin” and becomes a real girl is super creepy but its one of the best episodes.

 

Education is All the Same

I hate school omg I hate school. If I was gifted with any legitimate creative talent I wouldn’t waste my time in school. If I had just a little more confidence and could launch my sex tape with Ray J I would. In January I […]

I hate school omg I hate school. If I was gifted with any legitimate creative talent I wouldn’t waste my time in school. If I had just a little more confidence and could launch my sex tape with Ray J I would. In January I really though about dropping about and pursuing a full time media career and I’m glad I didn’t, imagine the flop that would have been. What I meant by media career was getting into self taught photography and modeling, but I figured I could do all that while in college and find better resources. Although, I do not feel like there is anything I need to learn for my career that I have to pay to know. Tons of the media personalities I know and greatly admire did not go to college and they had no experience. Being honest at this moment in time I’m not confident enough in myself to be the media person I want to be without having a media background first.

With that said I am now going to attend Brooklyn College and I am so happy and satisfied with that outcome. York had it moments where I wasn’t internally screaming and crying but I feel like I can find myself in Brooklyn. No disrespect to any of the friends I made in York but I didn’t meet anyone who made me felt something, a reason to get about of bed and travel for 2 hours. Most of my time as York was just to get credit for attendance. York did not have a big representation of people of my similar interest. People I currently know are into parties and socializing, relationships, and I’m not really into that. It’s like they’re instagram, Facebook, and I’m more Tumblr, Youtube if that makes any sense. Back in high school I had amazing friends and  the staff was so great. I enjoyed a lot of my time in high school looking back and it was also walking distance. My friends are facing somewhat similar problems to mine but at the end of the day we are doing our own things and we don’t get hang out as much.

So, I am not leaving my current college because of of academics, it is because I could not see myself being comfortable at this school. I love being alone, but I also wish that I had a group of college friends that I could relate to and have a decent conversations. A lot of the time when people approach me I feel like there is a secret motive, and its not be my friend. People do not want to get to know me, they just want that one thing. That would be cool if I was into that stuff but I am not and its kinda hard to explain. I m not really a victim though because socializing is a two way street and I keep to myself. One part of that was the fact that I know I was transferring and I did not want to make friends just to leave them.

The commute to Brooklyn is also easier because it one train instead of four. Another up side is that two of my friends already attend and we are pretty similar in personality so I’ll have at least those people to talk to. I also want to learn to play the piano and maybe I can do that and be the start of my story book love. I have high hopes for Brooklyn and I didn’t for York so maybe that is what is going to make the difference.

Some Lies

The earth is flat Big boobs are better boobs Big foot is real I’m fine Of course I don’t mind I’ll call you back College is way harder than high school It will never get better I love pineapples on pizza The Last Air Bender was […]

  1. The earth is flat
  2. Big boobs are better boobs
  3. Big foot is real
  4. I’m fine
  5. Of course I don’t mind
  6. I’ll call you back
  7. College is way harder than high school
  8. It will never get better
  9. I love pineapples on pizza
  10. The Last Air Bender was a good movie
  11. The Divergent movies we so good
  12. Breaking Dawn was a bad movie and the plot twist was stupid
  13. Avocados are so good
  14. Zayn Malik isn’t all that
  15. I love you